At times it feels like people expect a lot from me. I'm fairly smart, so people assume I make straight A's and have answers for them most of the time. They assume I never do anything wrong and am extremely innocent.
The thing is though, they're not far off. I make A's and B's and don't get into trouble. My time is mainly spent reading or doing homework or talking to friends on the computer. But I do have one friend who's basically been steadily corrupting my mind over the past two years, and I've started cussing quite a bit more, so me being a perfect goody-two-shoes might be a bit of an over-statement.
I'm not really sure what to think about this. I know I don't like being predictable, or ''perfect" or at times what I feel is a know-it-all. These words don't seem to begin to describe me, but at the same time they're words I feel I have to use if I'm describing myself this way. But I'm not really wanting to change just for sake of change.
It feels like every "perfect" teenager should have some deep, dark secret but I'm really not a secretive person. I guess things will probably work out better for me this way though. Still, I'm a long way from being perfect and knowing everything.
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